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life aint it great   
10:13pm 19/01/2005
 
mood: restless
music: emery
so i know i havent posted anything in a long time i just havent really felt like it there is nothing really important going on in my life right now to write about. pretty much my days consist of sitting around watching tv or playing on the computer. i was spending alot of time looking for a job but im taking a break for now since no one seems to want to higher a person that has no experience. im hoping i can get a job where my sisters friend works she says they are highering but i dont know. i really need a job so i can do stuff with my friends. so last night i was talking to a friend on aim and she had some friends over and one of them started to make fun of me for being short. come to find out later hes 27 and he has no life and that a 19 year old girl can get a better grade in a class that mostly just guys take. now thats funny to me. well thats all i have for now. tomorrow is a job hunting day for me and hopefully i come back employed otherwise i will be angry.		  
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nothing new   
11:18pm 23/08/2004
 
mood: bored
music: unearth

i havent ritten in this in awhile i know but hey i dont have much to talk about.  i really dont have anything new to talk about alls i have been doing is sitting around the house watching tv and playing on the computer.  only one person knows where the new house is and that jon and he doesnt come by or call to hang out so thats a bummer.  we need to hang out before he goes to school and i want to hang out with tiana because i have seen her in a really long time and i miss her she always made me happy its really sad that her parents still havent given her computer back to her hopefully they will soon.

jon call me im really bored we can hang out i will even give you gas money i know you like free gas money.  so call me soon or email me.  i have great news to you will like it. it will make hanging out alot easier but i will be awhile but hopefully before you go to school.

well thats all i have to say maybe i will post again soon or take along time like this one i never know it just depends on how i am feeling.

  
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awsome   
11:08am 29/07/2004
 
mood: awake
music: scooby doo theme song
so i havent update in awhile but hey nobody reads this anyways so it doesnt matter. i have been up to much just sitting around and playing starcraft and watching tv. getting use to the new house i love it jon and tiana need to come visit me sometime if they can.

i want to go swimming soon im getting annoyed with the heat i want it to rain but just for one day and then be sunny again. well thats all i have to say so hahaha and hope every body has been enjoying there summer.		  
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greatest weekend   
09:43am 12/07/2004
 
mood: enthralled
music: flogging molly
this weekend was so fucking fun i dont think i can top that for awhile probably not till the next wared tour. Warped tour was awsome so many great band and so much time to see them all well maybe not enough time but close. mostly stay at the main stage and watched all the bands on there but then went up to one of the smaller stages and watched rise against. they were good dont think i had heard them before but i like them. heres a list of the bands i watched, taking back sunday, bad religion, nofx, flogging molly, story of the year, rise against, pulley, yellow card, new found glory, alkaline trio, the vandals, coheed and cambria, anti flag, bouncing souls. thats all of them. some of them i had never heard till warped tour and now im in the need to get there cd's because i want to listen to more of there stuff. after that we went back to camp i was with my sister, my semi other sister, their friend, jake howard, and there was other people that we hung out with during warped tour that camped near us but my sister and semi sister hung out with them afterwards i just stayed at camp and played uno with jake and his sister and then tried to sleep but was to cold and there was to much partying going on. need to do this again cant wait till next year. saw alot of people i know like brittany, tyler, cory j, travis, sutton, and some others never saw jon though whats up with that jon we were at most of the same bands so i dont know.

so just wanted to say hi to tiana and ask how are you doing. hope you had a great weekend. we need to hang out this week before i move so i can show you and jon where i live so that you guys can come visit but that wont happen often. so we all need to talk and figure out something to do this week k.

well thats all for now not much else to talk about right now but maybe i will have something more interesting to tell about later but who knows.		  
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TRISHA IS AWESOME!!!TRISHA IS AWESOME!!!TRISHA IS AWESOME!!!   
10:03pm 08/07/2004
 
mood: TRISHA IS AWESOME!!!
music: TRISHA IS AWESOME!!!
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trying to stay awake   
10:58pm 01/07/2004
 
mood: sick
music: the killers
this week was going pretty good went swimming sunday and monday at the lake with some friends. then wednesday i decided to catch a cold and it sucks i can barely breathe right now but thats cool ive got so much cold medicine in my body im suprised i can keep my head up.

Trisha came back sunday which made me happy hadnt seen her since 3 days after my birthday last year. its fun having her around it like having another sister but we dont fight as much. great times are to come this summer now that shes back also because i have more people to hang out with like aaron and taylor and there friends.

so how are all my other friends doing havent talked to some of you in while but hopefully that will change. Tiana how ya doing same to you jon.

well im going to stop now im need to lay down before im out cold so talk to yall lata.		  
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looking at the computer   
11:17pm 23/06/2004
 
mood: jubilant
music: none
well hello everybody. this week has been pretty good so far and i hope that it only gets better as it comes

so monday i just sat around most of the day with nothing to do. started talking to jon sometime around 9pm we ended up going to see the terminal at 10:40 he tried to see it earlier with tiana but that was a bust. i really didnt want to go because i didnt think the movie was going to be that good but after seeing it i would say that it is a very good movie and to go see it. after that we went to albertsons to get some energy drinks and found zac clint and some other people in the parking lot so we decided to hang out with them for awhile. we went to jack in the crack and go some food zac was a little late so he let us eat and then we went through the drive threw we tried going threw it in reverse but the lady got all mad and told us to turn around. so we did and then she started to be all nice and stuff i wanted to yell at her or something. did more after zac and carter jumped off a bridge into the lake and then we all left go home about 3 and went to bed about 3:30 or 4ish.

tuesday was great got up and took a shower and got ready and waited for jon and tiana so we could hang out. they come around 12:30 or 1. they brought some water ballons and we filled them up so we could throw them at kids. drove around looking for kids to throw them at but couldnt really find any so we went and playe putt putt. havent went and done that in a long time had lots of fun we kept cheating and messing around it was hilarouis. Tiana said that me and jon were acting like little kids and we probably were but thats cool. after we got done playing putt putt decided to go swimming at the lake. i dont know how to swim that good but its enough to enjoy it. tiana didnt do much just swam to the dock and then layed on it but was cool because she didnt want to get her hair wet so she wouldnt have to redo it for her dance recital. Tiana its ok that you didnt swim you looked good just laying there on the dock in your swim suit. jon took me and tiana home so he could go to work. that was a great day jon and tiana we need more of those this summer i mean alot more of them.

today was ok didnt really have anything to do so just laid around and watched tv and sat on the computer.

heres a little poem that i wrote that past two nights well talking to people on the net i hope you guys enjoy it im not much of a poet so its probably not that good but read it anyways or feel my wrath holla!

FRIENDS

Who are they
They come and go like nothing
They are important yet not needed
Cant live with or without them
First to comfort you last to love you

Friends love and hate you all the same
Part of life worth looking forward to
They make a better part of whom we are
Can and cant be trusted with life’s little secrets

Help us with life’s little problems
Take care of us when we are unable to do so to ourselves
Make up most of our world that we live in
Give us shelter when we no longer have it

May be the loves of our lives or not
Give us a shoulder to cry on when no one else will
Help us better ourselves in ways we never thought of
Teach us more about life then we already know

Friends mean everything to us but yet we still hurt them
Friends can be won and lost with simple little things
They treat us the way nobody else does the way we want to be treated
Help us make some of the hardest decisions that could make or break us

Make each day more enjoyable
All around great people
Hang out with you when you’re bored
Treat you to things when you can’t afford it

Help you cheer up when you’re sad
Help get revenge when revenge is need
Make some of the best neighbors
Encourage even when they know you’re not going to win

Friends all around great people that we cant live with out
People that need friends too

Friends the best thing that god ever invented and put on this earth with out them we all would not know what to do. Life would be nothing without them and almost not worth living.

FRIENDS

DEDICATED AND INSPIRED BY TIANA AND JON TWO OF MY BEST FRIENDS!
ALSO DEDICATED TO ALL OF MY OTHER FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE AND MET OVER THE MANY YEARS AND TO THE FRIENDS TO COME THAT I HAVE NOT MADE YET BUT KNOW I WILL SOMEDAY SOON!		  
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fun   
11:38am 20/06/2004
 
mood: awake
music: emery
this past week was fun but i need to hang out with more people then just jon. so lately me and jon have been hanging out like once a week and its fun thursday night we went and saw the chronicles of riddick which is an excellent movie and i suggest that every one goes out and sees it but watch pitch black before you see it.

Friday morning me and jon went and visited tiana but when we got to the school she wasnt there and we had ms. thissen call her and then we waited for which was ok because me and jon had nothing better to do anyways. when she got to school we talked for a few played a great game of HANGMAN i miss it and then said goodbye. we went back to my house and watched kill bill and and then jon went home. later i went out to dinner with my parents and a family friend we went to red robin havent been there in awhile so it was good. got home about 10 and i went to bed at about 11 but its like 90 degrees in my room so its really hard to sleep.

saturday i got up pretty early so i could get ready to go fathers day shopping with my mom and my sister we bought him a couple things and then went to the mall so my sister could cash her check. while we were at the mall i went to pac sun and baught some shorts and a new shirt but i still need more clothes more more more came back home sat around watched some tv ordered a pizza from papa johns but jon didnt delivere it so it disappointed me he missed out on a big tip while maybe not that big but 5 dollars or more.

TODAY sitting around doing nothing because its fathers day. i hope that every one has a great day and to wish everybodys dad a happy fathers day.

tiana hows it going so was your dance recital this weekend just wondering if it was and if so how did it go you should of told me and jon when it was he was probably working but i could of came and watched. so i heard that you got to meet someone at the old canory who was it my sisters friend works there and i know a couple other people that work there to just wondering if i know the person that you met. have a great rest of the day and have fun with your last two days of school maybe me you and jon can hang out wednesday or thursday if you or him arent to busy im never really busy so i can hang out pretty much whenever i want or need to.

brittany havent heard from you in a while you havent updated your journal in a while either i daught you will end up reading this but i wanted to say hi and ask how it was going and to say that we need to hang out to but thats up to you and if your not to busy.

Just wanted to say whats up in cali to roger one of brittanys cool friends that i met at her graduation party last saturday. hope the weather is as nice down there as it is up here i miss it down there never really lived there i was born there and have visited 3 or 4 times and every time i want to move down there and live with my ex uncle in law.

jon how has work been you been making good tips every night. just wanted to say whats up and hows it going. dont have much more to say this is alot or typing and i hate typing so im about done here. hey if you work tonight have fun and make good tips so we can hang out again this week and do something cool something we havent done yet.

ok thats about it everybody im done for now but i will update again later probably not tonight or tomorrow though unless im really bored which is always so maybe tomorrow morning. everybody have a great day and make the best of the summer and what it gives you dont worry tiana only 2 1/2 more days until your summer vacation but it will come soon enough and it will be fun.		  
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ME BEING CRAZY   
10:26pm 15/06/2004
  THOUGHTS FOR THE WORLD

LIFE IS SO FULL OF HAPPINESS BUT IM ALWAYS SAD.

WHY DO PEOPLE LOOK TO THE FUTURE FOR HELP WHEN WE MAKE THE FUTURE OURSELVES.

LIVING LIFE WITH NOTHING TO LIVE 4.

DO NOT LOOK INTO THE PAST NOR THE FUTURE FOR THEY HOLD NOTHING ONLY WE CAN.

JUST BECAUSE YOU ACT MATURE DOESN’T MEAN YOU ARE.

WHY ARE FRIENDS SO IMPORTANT WHEN THEY ARE THE MOST LIKELY TO HURT YOU.

WHY DOES LIFE TREAT ME SO BAD WHEN I DID NOTHING TO DESERVE IT?

WHY CANT I BE HAPPY FOR WHAT I HAVE INSTEAD OF ALWAYS WANTING MORE.

WHY DO PEOPLE THINK THERE BETTER THEN OTHERS WHEN THEY REALLY ARENT.

WHAT DO I REALLY GET OUT OF LIFE OTHER THEN LIVING?

DO I HAVE TO HATE MY SELF TO BE HAPPY FOR OTHERS?

WHY DO I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THIS ON THE INSIDE BUT NEVER ON THE OUTSIDE?

IS LIFE WORTH LIVING IF YOU LOSE EVERY THING YOU CARED ABOUT?

WHAT HAPPENS IF I HAVE EVERYTHING BUT AM STILL NOT SATISFIED?

WHY SHOULD I LOOK FORWARD TO THE REST OF MY LIFE WHEN I KNOW ITS JUST GOING TO BRING SADNESS?

CAN I BE BETTER THEN I ALREADY AM IF IM PERFECT.

WHATS THE POINT IN TRYING TO BE PERFECT WHEN NOBODY EVER CAN BE PERFECT.


DO I SEEM STRANGE ASKING ALL THESE QUESTIONS OR HAVE YOU EVER ASKED YOUR SELF THE EXACT SAME THINGS THESE QUESTIONS COME WITH TAKING WHAT LIFE GIVES YOU AND SOME OF YOU MAY HAVE NEVER EVEN THOUGH OF THIS BECAUSE NOTHING HAS EVER PUSHED YOU TO THE POINT OF ASKING WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIVING IF ALLS I AM GOING TO GET OUT OF LIFE IS PAIN.		  
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Important info   
07:47am 15/06/2004
 
mood: sad
music: EMERY "SCREAMO"
I just wanted to say something important that will help you all in the long run. DONT HOLD ALL YOUR EMOTIONS OR FEELING INSIDE LET SOMEONE KNOW HOW YOU FEEL TELL THEM WHATS ON YOUR MIND. KEEPING YOUR EMOTIONS INSIDE IS THE WORST THING FOR YOU AND YOUR BODY IN THE LONG RUN. TRUST ME I KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT I HAVE EXPERIENCE IN IT. ITS A TOUCH SUBJECT WITH ME AND I DONT LIKE TO TALK ABOUT ANYTHING AND ITS HURT ME. HAVENT ANY OF YOU EVER WONDERED WHY I AM THE WHY I AM ALWAYS IN A FIGHTFUL MOOD THATS JUST PART OF IT. ITS LIKE I HAVE MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES AND THEY ARE ALL VERY DIFFERENT. SO TAKE MY ADVICE DONT KEEP THINGS BOTTLED UP YOU DONT WANT TO END UP LIKE ME FEELING THE WAY I DO ON THE INSIDE IT HURTS ME EVERY DAY AND YOU GUYS DONT NEED THAT YOU ALL NEED TO LIVE HAPPY LIFES.

THATS JUST SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD TELL YOU GUYS I READ SOMEONES JOURNAL AND IT MADE ME WANT TO WRITE THIS.		  
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GRAD WEEKEND WAS THE BEST   
08:17pm 14/06/2004
 
mood: jubilant
music: Norma Jean
so this weekend was so fuckin awsome friday night i graduated finally im done with high school. then i went out to dinner at the "OUTBACK" i love that place it has such great food mostly the blooming onion.

Saturday: so i got early and did some stuff and then waited for my sister to get ready so we could run to the mall because she had stuff to do and i wanted a cd nothing jon will listen to. so after that we went and got some food and went home. i sat at home for awhile before i had my sis give me a ride to jake howards party it was fun there was a few people i know like jon, darcy, mike kevin, and some others. we had fun we played volley ball in the rain with some of the old people they beat us once but then we kicked there but the next two games. after that we had cake and then i got a ride home from jake. when i got home i sat around for an hour or so before heading up to britts for her party. on the way there i had my sister by me a six pack of barcardi raz which is so flipping good. she dropped me off and britts and then i started to drink the party was fun there was alot of people there most of them i didnt know. jon darcy and tiana where there that was cool. i had like 4 or 5 beverages and i got drunk but not bad first time though so it was kind of fun. i got to meet brittanys friend that she is always talking about his name is roger he is pretty cool he kept me from drinking to much but i think that was for his own safety. i also got to meet alot of other cool people. i went to bed about 2 in the morning but then at three some people came back and were being hella loud so i ended up getting up and just sitting there. i woke about 7 and just walked around waiting for other people to get up. then at about 8 i fell back asleep which was nice. thanks britt for having such a great party and allowing me to come and be a part of it.

Sunday: so i got home from brittanys about 11 and took a shower and went back to sleep until like 1 or so. got up watched some tv. called davids house to tell him i would be up there soon to go to the party but his dad said that the party started at 1 and that he was already over there so i got directions and went up there. it was fun there were alot of people there because the party was for 4 different people. we did alot of fun stuff like messed around in the batting cages and played x box went swimming at like 7 until 9 it was fun but cold when we got out. sat around the fire for awhile talking then nick trumble gave me a ride home.

this weekend was one of the greatest there have to be more like this so i can hang out with my friends alot more often then i do. so that was my weekend and i loved it.

jon dont forget to buy your warped tour ticket tomorrow

hello tiana and britt		  
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yay   
12:18pm 11/06/2004
 
mood: bitchy
music: audioslave
so last night me and jon hung out and went bowling man that was fun but i lost both games to him.

so today is my graduation and im in a bad mood already. i got up early took a shower and shaved and then watched tv for like a 1/2 to an hour and then i went back to sleep and then like an hour later some one comes and wakes me up fuck them. then my family and i are suppose to go out to dinner after graduation but i want to go to the out back but no one else wants to they all want to go olive garden but i dont want pasta i want barby Qd chicken and a blooming onion.

britt i will more anlikely be at your party but i dont know what i am going to bring to drink yet find out what your going to have if your just going to have beer or if your going to have other stuff.

Tiana how has school been the last two days since no seniors are there and what is first period like since me jon and britt are gone.		  
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yay no more school for me   
11:21pm 09/06/2004
 
mood: accomplished
music: ATREYU
Today was my last day of high school ever and i am so glad i dont have to go back to that place again well i hope. i am kind of sad though because now i cant hang out with all my friends and i will probably not see half of them for a long time and that makes me sad.

Jon and britt i just wanted to say sorry for making it sound like you guys are achoolics i didnt mean to offend either of you with what i wrote.

Tiana i miss you i dont know if i will ever get to see you again and that makes me think about crying. you are cool and i dont say that to to many sophmores.

jon maybe we can go bowling tomorrow night it sounds fun to me what do you think maybe we can get some other people to go with us and make it like 30 times better then it ever could be.

2 more days until graduation but i still have to get up early tomorrow for practice and that really sucks i wanted to sleep in till like noon or later but thats not going to happen till like next monday but i can wait that long.

well thats all for now i think i might go to bed so i am not so tired in the morning.

P.S. TIANA HAVE FUN THESE LAST WEEKS OF SCHOOL YOU HAVE AND MAYBE ME AND JON WILL COME VISIT YOU SOMETIME		  
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hey   
10:57pm 06/06/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: ATREYU
hey jon and britt i dont know if you will read this you might still be on but i dont know i just wanted to say hi and ask whats up.

so this weekend was a pretty good one went to the mall saturday with my sis so she could cash her check and i could look for some new shoes. too bad i didnt find any so instead i got my watch cleaned yay for me it doesnt have any green stuff on it anymore. but thats about all i did so i guess it wasnt really exciting but hey they never are for me maybe thats why i am a loner when it comes to hanging out with friends but i guess thats my fault. today i washed my truck and when i got done and had it all dry to put back in the garage it started to rain so i had to dry it all over again which really annoyed me.

sorry jon and britt but i wont be able to bring rice krispy treats tomorrow morning because i never went to the store but i will hopefully be able to make it up to you guys tell me something else that you both like thats cheap and easy to find at a store and i might bring it tuesday or wednesday. i need to get both of your guys nubmers so we can talk to each other this summer and hang out and maybe all get drunk if i feel like drinking. im not that big of a drinker like you to so it might not be to soon but it could be just depends on what kind of mood i am in.

Hello tiana just wanted to say hi and not leave you out maybe we can hang out to this summer i dont know but it would be cool if we can.

hey jon i think we should go bowling sometime this week maybe thursday after grad practice.

well thats about it for now i will talk to you three in the morning so be ready. and jon and britt reply about what kind of treat you guys want as soon as you can k.

HOLLA!!!!!!		  
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nothing   
06:47pm 03/06/2004
 
mood: anxious
music: Coheed and Cambria
Well its a great thursday morning nothing to do in first period and its sunny out side i wish i could go play in the sun. Yes its sunny for once and actually not raining.

jon wants to go get a cd out of his car but i dont think we can but if she let us out i think that we should go get starbucks instead of getting a cd that sounds alot funner and i would actually benifit from it. brittany is wandering around the school so we cant play hangman or cards but that can wait because we might have something to do now.

i think were going to go talk to a teacher about the website we are making for him. hopefully it doesnt take to long because i dont really want to have to deal with him this early in the morning but i guess i have to.

jon and brittany come up with some type of candy that you both like that isnt to exspensive and maybe i will bring it on monday to celebrate it being our last week of high school ever. i said maybe so this isnt a for sure thing so dont get mad if i forget but if you two are smart you will remind me over and over and even remind me in your journals.

yay i am so excited we have less then a week of school left i cant wait for the summer to beable to party and hang out with my friends all day long and not have to worry about anything until i get a job so i have money to do more and mostly fix my truck up. jon dont worry i havent forgot about you and warped tour i will bring it up with my sister tonight and i will ask jake next period when i talk to him but i think if i keep bugging them then they will let you come with us.

i dont know what i am doing after graduation hopefully i will be able to go to brittanys on saturday for her birthday party / graduation party. i need to find a ride up there so maybe i should ask jon if he will give me a ride if he goes to after he gets back from that gay grad night thing that the high school is having after graduation.

well i am done writing for a while because my hands are starting to hurt and i dont have anything else to write about. peace out to all thats reading this and HOLLA.		  
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whats going on   
10:36pm 01/06/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: instant winner "man down"
So i know its been 3 days since i wrote my last journal but what can i say i am a slacker and don't always feel like writing in here or even getting on the net.

So what is going on Jon and Brittany you guys haven't updated in a while especially you britt write something talk about your weekend or how excited you are that we will be graduating soon and never have to come back to this school again.

so jon how is work going i need to find a job and get my drivers liscense so we can hang out this summer same with you britt we will have to hang out maybe all three of us can get together and hang out.

well thats about all i am going to write i really should be doing homework but i guess i will do it tomorrow in first or second period so i can turn it in because if i dont i will not graduate and then jon and britt will be mad and so will a lot of other people that are my friends

well i will write in this again tomorrow morning hopefully if i remember to but if i don't then this will probably be updated tomorrow after noon or night. Holla to everyone.		  
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my being stupid   
03:49pm 29/05/2004
  So tonights my high school prom and im the stupid person that never found a date and is not going. i know i am going to regret it later but who cares. i just wanted to wish all my friends a good night and to have fun at prom and not get to drunk afterwards if you go partying well i got to go but i will post again later so see ya all and have a wonderful night and have extra fun for me since i cant be there.  
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YAY for sleep   
05:47pm 27/05/2004
 
mood: silly
music: TSUNAMI BOMB
So i just got up from taking a nap when i got home from school. I have been doing that a lot lately for some reason i am a lot more tired then i usaully am and i dont know why. I go to bed early enough and sleep all night long. Maybe i just need to go to sleep even earlier then i do now.

Brittany i have only had my journal for about a week now or so but really just started writing in it this week. I wasnt trying to complain so if it sounded like i was then sorrrrry. You were write i did forget about food. i did eat some though at lunch that was nice. WARM AND CHEWY CINNOMINY COOKIES SO GOOD SO GOOD. yes thats something that only a fat person would say and i am one so hahaha.

Hello jon and taina didnt want to leave you two out might make you feel how i did J/K. hope you guys had a great day at school and have some fun after school dont be like me and sleep and then just sit around the house bored out of my mind. well that about all i can think of to to say to you two and i will see and talk to the both of you in first period tomorrow K.

I think i am going to see if i can get my parents to go to baskin and robins to night i really want ice cream even though i am not even suppose to eat it really because i get a really nasty stomach ache. man do i love ice cream though its so good and it makes you so happy when you eat it. i think every body should go out and get some ice cream tonight it will make you happy for the rest of the night.

I want to go shopping at the mall but i am so broke i only have 4 dollars to my name and thats all i have for the week. maybe i can get some money from my parents for having good grades on my progress report. i dont know what i want to buy at the mall but i know i just want to go shopping i know it sounds like something a girl would say i just enjoy shopping as long as its for me but when its for another person i get bored and become annoyed with it. i dont know many guys that like to go shopping i just do because i like buying myself stuff. it makes me happy when i get something new thats just for me and no one else. now that i think about it i either want a CD or some new earings for my big ass holes in my ears.

Man i have typed alot in this journal just now. To much stuff on mind need to get rid of some of it to make brain fill better. this is probably getting boring for some of you to read so i might as well stop now before you guys complain about me just rambling on and on about stuff that is totally stupid like i am doing right now funny isnt it. Well at least i thought it was and thats all that counts well i going to stop now because i want to watch TV and see if my parents will give me any money for me to go shopping. SO PEACE OUT AND HOLLA!

PS. THAT WAS JUST FOR YOU BRITTANY MAN WE GOTTA PLAY HANG MAN SOON.		  
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i feel left out   
08:30am 27/05/2004
  Brittany and tiana always refer to each other and jon in there journals but what about joe im i not that important to be mentioned. i guess im just a loner nobody ever says hi to me on here but jon and thats only cause he sits next to me and knows that i wrote in my journal so he reads it also because he checks like 3 or 4 times a day or more. Well just to be different im going to say hello to BRITTANY AND TIANA even though they never say it to me on here. just kidding. i dont care that you dont say hi or mention me im kind of used to being left out. well thats all going to write because i might make someone mad if i write anymore and then everybody would probably hate me for the rest of school. JUST KIDDING well i guess i might want to mention jon in here to because he actually commented on my last entry that i wrote last night.

class is really boring and i have nothing to do right now. after we get our pictures to put on our website it will be done and then class and it will be even more boring because i want have anything left to do for the rest of the year. maybe we can play hangman or something else cool or maybe mrs, thissen will let us go to starbucks and hang out at fred meyers or at least the seniors that dont have alot of school left. will that would be fun but probably wont happen unless me and jon just skip first peroid and hang out over at freddys and starbucks.

all this talk about starbucks makes me want a passion tea lemonade and some food. now that i think about it i want some donuts i dont care what kind just as long as there donuts well maybe not little debbies donuts because those taste gross and make me suck. maybe i will bring some food tomorrow for me and so other people but i dont know only if i have some extra money which at the moment i am almost completly broke.

well class is almost over alo i have to stop typing maybe i will write something next period if i get done with my assignment earlier. ok i am done for now.		  
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YAY   
11:06pm 26/05/2004
 
mood: lonely
music: poisen the well
i just wanted to say Hi to everyone mainly britt tiana and jon. i just got done watching the last lord of the rings movie it is really good. i am really tired and probably wont write that much more because our computers gay and always freezes for a minute or two and then works again. So today at school i didnt really do anything i fell asleep in third because our teacher kept handing out things to read and then she would read them to the class and it just got to boring for me. 9 school days until we got out of school and 11 until we graduate. YAY to all of us seniors that get to graduate. well this is all i can really think of off the top of my head to write about for now i will probably write again tomorrow morning in first peroid like i have done so for the past two mornings. Hope all my cool friends have a great night of rest.		  
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